The anniversary of the first of my three miscarriages is coming up and it is creating a very raw feeling. Like I am standing in the shower and the emotions are washing over me, some remain like droplets, others fall to the ground.
I am still not sure how I am going to emotionally move thru the day.
It has been two years, but it feels like it is about to happen again.
Like my body needs to relive the fear and sorrow all over again.

I am just not sure how I can do that.