I tried to get pregnant for many many years and all it led to was heartbreak.

The Barreness is my tormentor; she is the embodyment of my journey and is often hiding behind the corner ready to punch me in the face or kick me in the head. She is a tough mean bully of a bitch and run ins with her often end in a deep remembering.
This blog reflects where I am now; trying to find myself, return to an altered version of a life I thought I would have. Create a new version of what will make me happy.

I am also an artist who is madly and deeply in love with my man, my garden and my art.
To better understand me;
I have written for years here: http://www.the-barreness.blogspot.com

I might move the whole mess here though